I am just passing by and saying Hi...

And here we go again. It's been a while since I said Hi or anything at all, really.

I'm not too sure if I have nothing to say or has my brain been suffering from some pseudo-labour cramps ( no offence to all mums and mum-to-bes. i'm sure you figured that i was just being figurative) since the last day of Christmas.

If my life ( right now) is a movie, I am not sure which genre will it eventually decide to fall under. Sometimes, having a B grade horror flick as the theme of your life does sound appealing and erm, fun. I mean, we all remember how Jennifer Love Hewitt ( did I get her name right)and her boobs ran in 'I know what you did last summer'. Alas, I'm the boring and bored sort and hence resulting my life to be more like the run-of-the-mill Channel 8 local drama than some Hollywood Blockbuster.

If I do sound disgruntled, disatisfied or just plain cynical, I would not lie. I do. I have some issues to deal with and for most parts, a good life. Sometimes, I do feel like an ingrate and feel awfully bad about it.

My life is not all that boring. I have , after all, travelled overseas twice ( Bali for Leisure, Beijing for work), caught a play in a park, have plenty of good meals well within the month of May. Honestly, I probably have more of a life than some of those people living their lives on Facebook. Not being active on Facebook doesn't mean that you are cooler than me ( or vice versea, if you wish).


But why am I left feeling like, I've missed the last train home? Or that there's this flat, emptiness that I could have done a little bit more.

The beauty of it, is not knowing what it is, at all.

Do you feel like me too?