So how's life, people?

I hope my fairy god mother has been treating you all well and dandy.

For those who are feeling under the weather,
Summer's almost over so I suppose that fairy should be back really soon from her vacation ( if she hasn't already) and pass you some joy and laughter.

A couple of weeks ago, I had a dream about being pregnant with triplets. A strange dream which surprisingly didn't feel like a nightmare and left me amused when I woke up in the morning.

Though, I'm not exactly sure if that's the kind of dream I'll like to wake up from every day.

I remember reading somewhere that dreaming of pregnancy may symbolize  (a) a true pregnancy in reality, (b) new beginning or the birth of an idea. Well, I know (a) isn't a option so i didn't think much about the dream.

Fast forward to the present, for those of you who might already know, I'm in the midst of a new project.
No, it's not rocket science and I didn't find a cure for eczema in the Amazon forests.

I have people asking me why the sudden urge to do so? I've replied seemingly nonchalant answers like ' I'm too bored', ' I want to earn extra cash' and ' I love shopping' ( *hint-hint).

This project is in line with what I want in life - Running a successful business of my own and a dose of lecturing/teaching/coaching.

 I want to be in a position that I can help others ( not that I'm unable to right now) and be self sufficient and happy.

 I'm sure I'll stumble and have plenty of detractors along the way. I know it's not going to be easy. I'm both excited and apprehensive even before the project takes flight. I'll be lying if I have no doubts, no fears.

I'm constantly learning new things for this project. Things I have no knowledge in or cared about previously.
Things I never thought would be useful to me.

I am afraid, apprehensive, worried  and  not at all enlightened about all the unknowns. I'll still whine ( Monday blues, you b*tch!) and I'll probably cry. A lot.

But just the other day, just the other night, I remember thinking to myself : I've never felt so alive.


I will press on. I will succeed.

For those who care, please support me. Encourage me to press on. To succeed.