BOO!

It's plain and simple, really.

There are things I can't control,things I can't help but be ignorant of.
I am only as good as the next person beside me , as good as the last deed I do.


Perhaps, my mistake is to hope that someone would give me a tight hard slap when I'm screwing up. My mistakes are mine, and no one else.


If you ask me if I have tried my best, I have. At least I try.

Maybe I've been babied too much for most part of my life. I'm not good at taking flak from others, not good at negative,frontal confrontation and definitely not good at digesting harsh words and the possibility that I am not good enough.

Unfortunately, I take criticism and responsibility personally.
And I'm only human.

To channel some Winston Churchill today, never never never ever give up.
I may not be the best but I will never never never ever going to give up.

Life is full of bullshit.. Monday blue is just one of them

"When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it." - Henry Ford

Another which I have googled:

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place and it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain't how hard you hit; it's about how hard you can get hit, and keep moving forward. How much you can take, and keep moving forward. That's how winning is done. Now, if you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hit, and not pointing fingers saying you ain't where you are because of him, or her, or anybody. Cowards do that and that ain't you. You're better than that!"
- Movie Quote from 'Rocky Balboa'


I need a beer, a holiday and a guardian angel.



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