Welcome to the dark side...

Here I am again.

Perching at the edge of a cross-road, blind-sided by everything and nothing at all, paralyzed with insecurities and fears which never seem to go away completely. That's right, I am out of balance and playing the blaming game with myself.

I have been told , by family and friends, that I can be too hard on myself. That I should learn to take some credit and take the chill pill on the way to asylum ( alright, i exaggerate). The truth is, I know I can do much better if only I've tried harder. If only they knew how I give into my idiosyncrasies and feed my procrastinating and time wasting tendencies. The guilt trips I'll put myself on serve no purpose other than wrecking my sense of self worth.

I think one of the most scariest things which can happen to anyone is the awareness  that you are not realizing your true potential as time slips you by. And boy, I'm scared shitless sometimes.

I am feeling out of the balance and the flu medicine is not helping either. I'll pick myself up and start over again. One step at a time.

The beauty of Life lies in the endless possibilities it brings in the next minute.

 I will and I am.